Hey people

Großvatti

2012-01-26T20:48:00.004+07:00

I'm not supposed to bring up this subject again, but I guess I just want to have an outlet and I just don't want to end up crying before I go to sleep. Again.

My grandpa passed away Jan 11th, and it has been such a bummer for us. Grandma, mom, and everyone else especially me because we were really really close. He had been hospitalized for a month and went home, and returned to hospital again for couple of weeks since November.

In one point, I was relieved that 't he wouldn't have to feel the pain from the injections and dialysis and the eating disorder or the blood transfusion. But on the other side, I miss him badly. He was like a dad to me, with him pondering his beard, or driving me home after school when I was in elementary. His jokes and his belly bouncing every time he laughs. And how he used to tell me how he would look on my wedding day.

It has been 15 days now, and I already miss him.

It's been dull, and I know this sounds pretty cliche, but every little thing that I do reminds me of him. It's like something's just not in its right place. It's been dull.

Because we pretty much like doing the same stuff and we're just THAT compatible to each other.

I miss you, and I love you.

Forever & Always

-R

In the top of my game

2011-09-07T09:56:00.002+07:00

Despite the excessive amount of homeworks that the teachers have given to me, I feel like I'm in the top of my game. I'm just saying that I think everything feels really good right now, and comfortable.

I have really good friends, I just had a week full of meeting my big family, my boyfriend and I are in the best condition we could possibly be, I get the amount of coffee I needed, so yeah I think everything's in their good shape.

Thank God.

Yay homework

2011-08-27T21:42:00.002+07:00

It's gonna be such a really wonderful and fun holiday :)

Bringing back the procrastination, wait it never left.

Bruno Mars' Lazy Song is playing in the background

Happy Birthday Ashley!

2011-08-26T23:29:00.002+07:00

To Ashley Thalia Teshalonica Siagian

2011-08-23T23:55:00.005+07:00

happy birthday bestfriend!

i hope you have the most wonderful and dreamy and princessy and hollywood's a-listery birthday!

thanks for putting up with me and walking through this fckery with me :)

im looking for so many years of friendship

(i really don't know how our odd friendship started but i never want this to end <3)

thanks for coming to my life,

I love you!

SMA

2011-08-22T22:57:00.005+07:00

This is a post about my high school.

It's almost two hella months now. So I'll give you the sequences of the events that I've been through in the past two months. I got accepted and then I had to do the orientation program (means doing whatever the seniors wanted & told us to do, which sometimes, nonsense or tiring).

Stayed up at my friend's house for doing the tasks, and then got scolded because we did it the wrong way. Basically I had no free time, I had lack of sleep, I was very busy that I kept arguing with Lorenzo.

And then it all turned out really good, it was such a happy beginning in a new school. Though for some things, me and my friends have to sort them out. It's all good now. I have such nice, family-like classmates (we watched Harry Potter 7.2 together) and schoolmates. Also, such welcoming seniors :)

I also got accepted for being a committee in an event (I'll post the poster) with some of my friends and some of the seniors. So far, it's been really nice and I can feel the warm welcome. I really can't wait for the d-day because, i don't know i just can't wait!

Had so much fun at the independence day :) i can really feel the family-like atmosphere surrounding this school.

After all, the 'adaptation' thingy had made such progress. Now it's about my study that I need to keep up. i hope that i can really keep up with my friends, because they've raised the bar. so i guess that's all now. it's 23:53 and Ashley;s birthday is in 7 minutes!

dream+live+believe

Drei

2011-08-19T20:00:00.004+07:00

R: So my favorite things, 1. colors; 2. drums; 3. birthday cakes; 4. ray-ban wayfarers and converse; 5. starbucks.
L: My turn. 1. Cars; 2. Music; 3. Girls (lol!); 4. Friends TV Show; 5. Games and Sports :)
R: What number would I be in?
L: Um.. 0?
R: <3

summer playlist

2011-06-28T23:02:00.002+07:00

"tunes in my iPod that will keep your summer hot and bright; no sad mushy song. hit the beach, get hella nice tan, flirt with every guy in sight, party it up, let loose, live in your bikinis. have a happy summer everyone"

Will.I.Am-I Got It From My Mama

Mika-Lollipop

The Pussycat Dolls-Beep

Katy Perry-California Gurls

Lady Gaga-Summerboy

All American Rejects-Gives You Hell

The Rembrandts-I'll Be There For You

Timbaland ft Katy Perry-If We Ever Meet Again

New Found Glory-Kiss Me

Natasha Bedingfield-Pocket Full Of Sunshine

Akon-Don't Matter

New Kids On The Block-Summertime

Paloma Faith-Technicolor

Gwen Stefani ft Akon-The Sweet Escape

The Pussycat Dolls ft Timbaland-Wait A Minute

Lorenzo #2

2011-06-23T10:50:00.004+07:00

I can't really write something good, all I know is the best is to be straightforward. It's only been a while since I wrote my first English poem.

Getting down to the business, tomorrow is my birthday and I promised this guy that I'll publish the poem I made for him. This is not the first one, but I chose to publish this one because I liked this one better. I'm open for any kinds of comments, and here it goes.

Now even I cant feel the emptiness
Of us being apart miles away
At first it felt like a test
Now both of us seem to have found a way

It didn’t seem right
But then you said just hold on tight
That this is our fight
And one day itll all be alright
Itll all be worth it
Our love will never stop to ignite

You got me surrender
Because no one ever loved me better

If theres a reason beyond I probably should care
But your love’s something I would happily bear
Oh my love, that’s just something very rare
Youre always on my mind, I don’t think its fair

yeah right

2011-06-12T22:44:00.002+07:00

A: hey are you there?

(15 mins later)

B: oh, yeah sorry. Xbox and Saint Row 2 lol

Like yeah..really? ~!@#$%^&*()_+

June.

2011-06-08T21:24:00.008+07:00

June has been good to me so far :) I am happy, like in the top of the roller-coaster and not wanting to go down and facing the ground.

First, I met a really nice guy (I ain't gonna tell more about him here, :P )

Secondly, I got (pretty, medium, fair) good scores in my final exam and I'm happy with it.

Thirdly, Kimberly Wyatt replied to my tweets and comments on her Facebook Page, Spencer Nazey and I had a chat! Some evidences,

I was really happy--and still am. I felt like winning a draw or something I was just feeling lucky and like getting a really good combo from Maccas.

Fourth, the Breaking Dawn pt 1 trailer is already out! Really excited and I had goosebumps seeing it.

Fifth, I'm now reading How Starbucks Saved My Life. Turned out it was a one good book, inspiring one, told by Michael Gates Gill. Recommended :)

Sixth, I've decided to blog more, I feel like posting blog is almost the same as playing drum, they work as outlets for me in expressing my self. I can't promise you that I'll put such artistic drawings, or wonderful poetries or writings, but I'm just gonna post what I'd like to post, in my own way. And I just hope you guys would like it :)

That's all for now.

Dream+live+believe

2011-06-08T13:24:00.001+07:00

Now there's nothing else to say
None of us wants to stay
We're tired of trying
All we can do is sighing

Don't wanna fall in love

2011-06-07T13:44:00.001+07:00

Yeah she sounds a bit like Justin Bieber, because it's auto-tuned. But she's a girl hey!

I don't wanna fall in love, no no
Love cuts just like a knife, woo woo
You make the knife feel good, baby
I'll fight you to the end, baby

in a denial

2011-05-31T21:20:00.001+07:00

Maybe we're wasting time
Maybe you're just not my type
Maybe I was pretending
Or maybe I was just having a moodswing

No Strings Attached

2011-05-31T21:04:00.001+07:00

Its the title of a movie I just watched with my friends. It kinda makes me thinking about this post I never talk about before, or maybe I have but not often, this stuff called love. Like seriously I dont talk about it as much but I can avoid myself being dragged into that kind of world. Maybe I'm just in love, maybe I'm not. Maybe I know how it feels, maybe it wasn't really. I'm just well I think I'm lost. But I couldn't care less. Or maybe all I need is just a cup of coffee.

The reason why I put Kimberly Wyatt's pic on my 'favorites'

2011-05-31T11:48:00.002+07:00

this:

http://beautifulmovements.dipdive.com/media/128816

I came to a point in my life I really did a lot of soul-searching and I found that my bigger purpose was to inspire others. And it was my love for dance that really got me there and it put me a stage in front of thousands of people and seeing that reflection of inspiration in their eyes, just fueled me. So if I can touch people's lives that way, like, what else can I do that can inspire people and get them motivated to live this lifestyle that I truly believe in. Balance and living positively and optimistically. As an artist, you have to always stay true to you and be honest with what you love to do. It's your life and you have to live it so you dive in this form of self expression, you put your heart and soul into it. And you put it out to the universe and you don't know exactly what's gonna come back. People are gonna love it, people are gonna hate it? Being self-expressed and having a story's a way to really relate to people. And connection's absolutely everything. And know that you find your passion in life, the limits are endless. And there's no other option for me. That's what I love to do.

May On The Line

2011-05-30T22:18:00.005+07:00

(the best pic of me so far in 2011...I think)

(Abbey Dawn & Black Star temporary tattoos, they're gone by now)

(Bandung-Jakarta Trip, super tiring!)

(D'Cinnamons Concert at School, they're awesome btw)

(Avril Lavigne's Concert at Balai Kartini Jakarta, she's amazing)

....so I'm back

2011-05-30T20:53:00.002+07:00

Hey y'all people how's it going?

It's the last night of 2011's May.

Which means June is coming in light-speed. The announcement of the result of the mega super big exam is June 4th. And my birthday is on June 24th. Well just sayin...

;)

A Five-After-Ten Post.

2011-04-07T22:05:00.004+07:00

OHAI blog. I haven't been 'doing' you for such a long time..... ;)
Just letting y'all people know that I'm alive.
Well probably some of you don't care.
Some of you may demand my head.
But I can't even care less.
It's 18 days away.
BOOOOOOOM.
good night

IMPORTANT DATES. (fml)

2011-01-30T22:08:00.002+07:00

Fingers crossed + pray!

This one actually goes out to Alex but I also need you guys to save me some prayers :#

January 31

February 1

February 16-17

February 28

March 1-3

March 4-7

March 14-15

The most important dates:

April 25-28

Happy Australia Day!

2011-01-27T19:28:00.002+07:00

Hey. I'm not an Australian, but I went there for like 3 weeks and I didn't like it, I loved it! And I have an Australian flag hanging in my room's window as if it's a curtain. It's not the 26th of January, but still, Happy Australia Day! I loved being in an Australian family for probably 2 and a half weeks in Portland, Victoria. The view from Porto never failed to make my day every day I was there.

Also in Melbourne, a busy city but I loved it. Really hope that I can come to Australia some time again. Love the Aussieland!

Kudos to my Australites, Alex, Danielle, Hannah, Nadia, Remy, Eliza, Emily, Shorty, Maddy, Chop, Brad and everyone else in PSC.

Also, Sarah (even though I hadn't met you but I knew it from your facebook, hehe) looking forward to meeting you and have a chat!

If you want to listen some techno music mixed with Azerbaijani accordion

2011-01-11T22:28:00.004+07:00

Stereo Love

(Edward Maya featuring Vika Jigulina)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dy2nBvtkgyE

http://www.EdwardMaya.com/

http://www.VikaJigulina.com/

The Moon-Atomic

2011-01-08T17:16:00.004+07:00

I was re-reading Gossip Girl: I Will Always Love You by Cecily von Ziegesar on this fine afternoon (yes, I'm kind of revolved to Gossip Girl these days), and I catched some interesting sentences by GG. Here, I quote

'...I'm talking about the ever popular "What's your New Year's resolution?". Yes it's annoying. And yes, it's kind of a personal question. But I for one think you should reveal your resolutions to the world.'

'...The point is, if you want to change your life, you've got to let people know so they can hold you accountable. And the best place to announce your intentions? The most fabulous New Year's Eve party you can find!'

I know it's not ideal, it's a blog, but my New Year's Eve party wasn't that fabulous so I didn't announce anything. Not to be boastful, steady and slow but I'm moving forward. So here it goes Imma announce it here:

Cut back on Coke BIG time (pffft). During 2010 I almost got drown by Coke. Well, not really. The point is, I drank too much Coke and I knew that it wasn't healthy, at all, but Coke was like, you know, really good. The best softdrink, would be cokes. But now I'm kicking my butt off and tryna change. In 2011, I will allow myself to drink only a bottle of coke every month. I mean the medium bottle, not that 1L bottle that's still too much. And I know this ain't easy to change it, but I'm trying to be more sensitive about my health. And my look.
Cut off procrastination. Seriously on one day I could just be sitting in front of my laptop and clicking random links just to keep me entertained. I'm a senior now, this is my second semester, I'm about to graduate and I have to work on my grades. I think I've had enough of bad grades which were caused by my procrastination and I won't do the same, not this time because now I have to be focus. Yes I know it's late but within 4 months I have to sit on some exams that'll determine which school I will go to later this year. I know what I deserve to get, I'm working on it, and I don't want to not be able to get what I knew I deserve to get because of procrastination. No more.
Less Coffee (likely). I'm addicted to coffee, like for real real. I got my first cup when I was 3 and it continues until now. In 2010 I drank 3 or 4 cups of coffee per day and I think 'twas too much. I became jumpy and my heart beat was really fast. So now, I'm changing. One cup per day would be enough for me. Healthy life for the win!
Limit the maybes. I want to be more decisive, eliminate things from my vocabulary, decide what I want to do not just what people think I want to do but not committing to it. Deciding some things, like weekend plans, which restaurant to go to, or which book to buy, is hard for me. Because (I'm quoting Sharpay Evans of High School Musical here) : I want it all! It may sound greedy but well that's what happening in my life.So now I want to speak out what I want to do and become accountable in doing what so and just committing to it.
Stay on top of my allowance. No more pointless buys because I'm currently saving up to buy something really cool and I know it's gonna be worth 3 or 4 months of skimps.

That's it for now I think it's been soo much I just hope that all will work and I can achieve my goals throughout this year. Imma win this year (hopefully)

Love chus!

xo xo

The Moon Atomic - Angels and Airwaves.

Gossip Girl S1 E1-E2

2011-01-07T19:07:00.003+07:00

My friends and I were watching old Gossip Girl episodes, we discussed about the characters, Serena, Blair, Dan, Chuck, Nate, and (bitchy) Jenny. And we came up to the realization that none of them is flawless.

Take Serena for instance, she had sex with Nate, her best-friend's boyfriend.

And Blair, she happened to be the victim, but then she was very mean to Serena who wanted to apologize and start over.

See, in this world, everyone is kind, everyone is mean, and everyone is vengeful. Us people just have to control every portion of our actions. It's all up to you, whether you can be:

a. More kind, less mean, less vengeful.

b. Less kind, meaner, more vengeful.

And as I mentioned before, everyone has those flaws. It's how you control yours and accept other people's flaws that matters.

This is my face now in case you're wondering which I'm sure you're not.

2011-01-05T18:16:00.001+07:00

TwoOhEleven

2011-01-04T17:45:00.002+07:00

Same old-same old

2011-01-04T15:53:00.013+07:00

Hey. So I don't actually think that this blog deserves to be called blog because I haven't updated it for so hella long.

So I went to Aussie and I'm back for good. There are several things that had been bugging me out these days,

truly absofuckinglitely worship Katy Perry's new album, and also this indie-pop singer Dev (she was featured in Far East Movement's 'Like A G6' along with The Cataracs.
I was really bored this holiday (BTW the so-called-NY-holiday was only like, a week? Shizzle for Nizzle) so I watched all the movies on the cinemas and here's my rating for those movies --> Harry Potter 7A: 4/5, Narnia the 3rd 3.5/5, Tron Legacy: 3/5, Gulliver's Travel: 3.5/5, The Tourist 4/5.
I LOVE watching Gossip Girl. I know I'm like very outdated but I couldn't help with it. S, B, V, D, N, and C rule my world. I hate Jenny Humphrey/Taylor Momsen..so much.
I will (probably) post some stuff of what I've been doing in Aussie. But only if I can handle my procrastinate-temptation which will be extremely hard.
I haven't been writing on this blog as much as I had before because I was procrastinating. And I also had to concentrate on my Final Evaluation Exam. It's like when you have to face this SAT test-you know, nervous, as in I-have-only-3-or-4-months-and-then-I-will-be-doomed nervous.
Book recommendations: Being Nikki (Meg Cabot), Queen of Babble-in the Big City (Meg Cabot), Gossip Girl-I will Always Love You (Cecily von Ziegesar).
My hair has grown, and I have tan lines, thunder thigs, and hurricane hips.
I think there should be a fat barbie. To enlighten children how some things might won't work for you and how they don't have to be skinny-arsed to be beautiful. I mean, face the fact, barbie is like some kind of 'guide' for girls nowadays, and they want to be like barbies. If they're fat they can be depressed and then do some not-useful diets and then got bullimia or something. #FatBarbieCampaign.

That's it for now, I'm pretty proud of myself because I finally wrote this one and thanks a bunch for Acha and everyone else who reminded me to keep writing on this god-awfully-blog. See you's!!

xo xo

Gossipgirl

Plug in to your ears!

2010-09-24T13:15:00.005+07:00

Spain - Chick Corea. (approx. 5 mins)

Piano solo for about 1 min, and then the action starts. This is what I really like, and probably be the #1 in my 'Play the Drum' list, because you can play the drum ALONG with the piano and bass guitar, so not just play the rhythm, which was awesome, because it had this original tone, that I think, was genius. Very Jazz.

Just Like A Star - Corinne Bailey Rae

Absolutely LOVED the song! It's sweet and the notes remind me of my childhood-I don't know why. First I heard this song was sung by Jasminie McCarthy, Bertha (a famous singer in Indonesia, well supposed to be worldwide, since she had this amazing-black-people voice)'s daughter in one of her concert at Jogja.

Coyotes - Jason Mraz

Who doesn't love Jason Mraz' songs in his album 'We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things'? I mean, they're all like, undoubtedly great, pop-jazz music, which was kind of perfect and, has probably funny lyrics. I love this song, the music is like my mood-booster, this also had its original tone also, and the drum is ALSO well-played, not over-played or even least-played which would make this song like kind of sad, it's a cheerful song. Also on of my 'Play the Drum' list.

Snuggle Up-Brian Bromberg

His album; Choices, has this strong trademark of his plucking technique of playing the bass guitar, I loved this album and it was pretty hard to choose one of my favorite, but I finally come up with this song, Snuggle Up, because every song can cover every mood, almost all of them have like the different moods.

And this song, is like when you wake up in the morning and you find that it's raining outside, and you feel like going back to the ocean of blankets again, but someone made you a hot chocolate/tea/coffee(my favorite!) and it's served in the nightstand. I think it's probably something that I like the most in the morning. Snuggling up!

Our Kind of Love - Lady Antebellum

Another cheerful song with its different way. Strong piano playing on the beginning, and after that, you can feel this 'country'-ish side with their banjo (I think) and guitar playing. Not too much pop, most of it is country, sounds sort of familiar with Taylor Swift's songs, but well, this is different. This song is satisfying.

I think that's all for now, I hope I will manage this blog when I go overseas. Toddles!

Lebaraaaaaaaan!

2010-09-13T00:10:00.002+07:00

I know it's kinda late, bbbbbbbut...

*Wish you all a very happy and peaceful Eid. May God accept your good deeds, forgive your transgressions, and ease the suffer of all people around the globe.

*To all who read this, I ask you to put cherries on top and forgiving all the mistakes I have done. Deepest gratitude, Me.

EID MUBARAK EVERYONE!

REPORT

THR INCOME: "going down, down, down" like Justin Bieber's song -_-"

PLANNING: buy a pair of drumsticks or two.

Okaaaaay then, that's for todaaaaaaay, Mwah!

In a state of emergency

2010-09-12T23:54:00.002+07:00

Hey y'all! As you know I'm ASHLEY GREENE's HUGE fan! And if you're not a fan too, well you don't ever mess around with her. Don't be haters ;-). I'm gonna officially announce this

ASHLEY GREENE WILL BE PRESENTING MTV's VMA, WHICH WILL BE AIRED SEPTEMBER 13-2010 AT 8.00 WIB IN MTV ASIA (channel 271, prolly?). SO, DON'T MISS IT!!

dismiss.

I'm bored.

2010-08-22T13:48:00.002+07:00

happy sunday. I'm bored for now but excited for this evening. and I forgot to tell ya, marhaban ya ramadhan. maaf lahir dan batin.

feliz aniversario

2010-08-07T16:58:00.001+07:00

tagged: fira erina inka ashley abi

Rule #39: There is no such thing as coincidence

2010-08-07T16:40:00.002+07:00

(this was taken in February. I didn't know him back then. Neither did Inka.)

Rule #39: There is no such thing as coincidence, Leroy Jethro Gibbs.
Well, Gibbs, then what is this?

fate? haha. the last thing i would answer with.

Nail Pix!

2010-07-27T17:46:00.005+07:00

as I have told you before

really really bad bad

Erina on the background :p

This is bintang and he is a STRAIGHT-guy.

Kenya <3>

they're all Kenya's

Erina <3>

it actually was Felix' hand he was too embarrassed to be on the pic

silly ugly 'nuff said

random colors

PS. I found my camera's charger. Lucky me! xx

Insensatez

2010-07-13T14:47:00.004+07:00

HELLOOOOO BLOG!

It's been very very long since I posted the last one. And I had SO many things going in my life recently. Which was my reason for not posting anything for so long. Anyway the good news is I'M BACK! (or it isn't the good one?)

I have major topics that I'm up for

i'm a senior. which means, or else you're living under the rock for not noticing this, i will graduate next year. this is just absurd
i became one of the member of student's council. which is ALSO absurd. blame her -> click! haha. anyway, thanks
became a fan of nail-polish. pictures later
my brother dumped himself on my school. simply, we go to the same school. weird things happened.
Ashley Greene bought a new car. porsche cayman-s! (worships)
went to ratu boko temple today for my school's field-trip program. pictures (also) later.
Spain won! WOO HOO

I think that's it for now. I'm gonna watch a movie because I'm freakin' bored. And I finally created a Myspace account, myspace.com/rnngrs don't hesitate to add ;D

Ps. Pictures will be uploaded later because I haven't transferred them into my laptop, and now I forgot where I put the charger -,,- that's so...me.

talk to ya later

Wishlist

2010-06-25T01:29:00.004+07:00

#1. Meet Ashley Greene, Andrea Kelley, Caitlin Jo Uhlmann, Ellie Beltran, Heather Lindner, Mary Kasnias, and the rest of the gang.

oh i forgot to tell ya, it's my bday today. heaps of thanks to who gave me greetings and wishes. i can't thank you enough for those.

You can't ignore my techno (or goals?)

2010-05-23T17:15:00.006+07:00

It's a fine Sunday. Despite that it was very hot in the afternoon.
I'm making a CD for Andrea (I hope she'll like it.) while listening to Oasis' Wonderwall. Thank you Thevetia for introducing me to this song. I really love it.

Tomorrow I will have an exam, for International Program's Students. I have studied 2 or 3 days ago, but I am now underestimating it by not studying. It was just another a-day-before-exam.
As the exam will be held, I am re-thinking about my objectives for my really own future. Yes, it's me again.

I read Acha's blog, saying about what she wants to be in the future, about her uncertainties. And to be honest, I have those uncertainties and insecurities, too.

You know, when you feel like your parents are so precious to you, so you want to give something in return for them, make them happy? And at the time, your parents were asking you about your goals, in the future-which you were too young to understand all the adult's life, and you just stick with your parents, all of their saying. And then you and your parents felt like your future goals were determined, then your parents started telling people when people asked about what do you want to be in the future; they told people about something they want you to do in the future. At that time, you could say; Yes, that's what I want for my future; without knowing the burden that may caused because you have said it, without knowing what it really means.

But as you grow older, you know a lot of people, you also get to know many different occupations; many different jobs. And then you started to have a role model; in which you want to be like your role model. You started to do what you really really enjoy; sometimes you're also doing what your role model does. Time flies as your objectives changed almost every current of time. Afterward, you felt like you have mastered that-something you really really enjoy, and then you have this unstoppable passion for keep doing that, and then you felt like you want to do it for your future, and marked it as your objective.

When your parents asking about what you want to be, you felt uncertain. How am I gonna answer this? I used to say that I want to be someone that they have advised to me, but I have this interest that has NO relevance with it. You decided to answer with what you want-for the moment. Your parents said, that's not what we have advised to you, We don't think it is a beneficial job; or precious job. Get over it.

You also felt unsure if that-something you really enjoy at the moment, won't change, because there's so many possibilities. Your insecurities and uncertainties boosts.

And that is the beginning of it. You keep asking yourself, what do I wanna be in the future? Without realizing it, you have no objectives to motivates you; or keeps you move on. Then, you started slack around. Your grades, they're falling and tumbling down. You don't know how long you can hold it; with such insecurities and uncertainties, but when you decided to speak up what are your objectives in the future, your hesitancy of that unchanging-future-or-goals, raises the head.

What you can do, right now, is only keep doing what you do. And this question always pops in your head; who knows what can happen?

Get out of my dreams, and get into my car

I've Been Dancing Around the Epcot

2010-05-06T16:23:00.007+07:00

Epcot? Google it ;)

Been talking with Thata about improper English. You guys may have to look out to yourself, well doesn't mean that I've always been right or what, noo, I made mistakes, but I just suggest you to re-check anything you want to say before you post it to a social site, like Twitter, Blogger, Tumblr or so on. I mean, how difficult is it to re-check and think about your sentence for a while, than become a mockery for Me and Thata? And probably we'll spread the issues to our friends lol. Okay, kidding, re-check, people.

The picture above explains pretty much how I've been pulling through my last weekend. Party. Ing. Partying. Went to a karaoke-again, HAHA! And yes, I'm addicted ;) I've found that it is VERY relieving to sing, or in my case, scream! I didn't even care if my voice didn't match the pace or the tone. Just keep on laughing, singing, or screaming, do what you do. Now, even 'party-girl' doesn't really suit me, I can give it a spot ;)

I realized I loved dancing. And being in the center of attention. Well may be this is kinda absurd. But hey, I wish this can go on forever and leads me to what I have determined to be, but if it's not granted, at least I can have some fun first with my current obsession.

A video I've promised for. Seems like I wouldn't get older, or more mature. See, I'm a child inside. Imagining many things that normal people wouldn't think that my imaginations were made to be absolute. We were born to always be young, unless you take too much things seriously.

I've been quoting about normalcy lately, I found that every person is abnormal. What's the definition of Normal itself, anyway? Everybody is different. Normal is null.

(Retweeted by @AndreaKelley, call me 'Little Miss Obsessed')

Long post, time to stop. OK, bye people. I'll blog something later. If I could.

Welcome, May!

2010-05-01T17:51:00.002+07:00

It's May already and, hello ppl.

It has been long since I posted my previous blog. I think Imma procrastinator

Soo, April's reviews:

-Ashley to have a go at Butter ( yes sorry I can't post anything without Ashley in it)

-TPC made a video, you can check it, or maybe i'll post the vid later here, Note: The vid was edited by me. 'Nuff said

-New earrings --' yes, currently discussing with my friend about how slutty the earrings are

-Confirmed to visit Portland, bcs my teacher like forcing me so it was hell--yeah

-European Union's Ambassador's visit. Wasn't really worth with all we have prepared --' But I was pretty satisfied to join the team

-Kartini's Day, full of costumes, will post the pics later, either in this blog or in my flickr.

-I made dailybooth, here's mine: dailybooth.com/rani

-Current obsession besides Ashley Greene: Disco Curtis!

twitter.com/DiscoCurtis

twitter.com/DCtannerHO

-Karaoke-addict. Went to Nav, the name of a karaoke place here, and dancing like crazy. But i was pretty controllable considering my family was there. And tonight, planning to go to Happy Puppy. Karaoke again. I'm kinda bitchy --'

-Met Luna Maya today. Not that i'm happy, but just wanna let you know that people on-screen aren't people we see daily. You know what I mean?

-Bought Lady Gaga CDs- I know I was late.

That's it for now, I'm not in the mood

Cherry Cherry Boom Boom,

Rani

Spotted: Ashley Greene, Hayley Williams, Lady Gaga, and Taylor Swift Hang Out Together

2010-04-13T21:01:00.009+07:00

Taylor Swift and Hayley Williams with fans

(Up-Down) Taylor Swift, Ashley Greene, Lady Gaga

(L-R) Ashley Greene and Hayley Williams

(L-R) Taylor Swift, A female fan, Hayley Williams

Ashley Greene and Lady Gaga made a pose for Paps.

(L-R) Taylor Swift, Lady Gaga, Ashley Greene, Hayley Williams

Just Jared Jr. The Twilight sweetie, Ashley Greene, along with Paramore beauty Hayley Williams, The fantastic Lady Gaga, and Nashville sweetheart-Taylor Swift were spotted in LA (04/01). One of our reporter asked, how long they have been hanging around and they said, it has been a year or so. We're very happy and we have good times.

They looked like in a pretty good mood for Paparazzis and they made such cutie poses.

"We've been very busy with filming and touring, so when Gaga had an idea of hanging out, we were all for it" Ashley explained.

"This felt like reunion. We had so much fun in here!" Grammy Award winning-Taylor Swift added.

"We've missed times like this. And there were also fans, too. They kinda cheered us up" Says Hayley Williams.

"It's TPC. The Pretty Committee, it's kinda funny and over-confidence, but we all like it anyway, it's like in the movie" Gaga said when she was asked about the name of the 'Clique'

Well, the name is totally describes this four girlies. Have fun, TPC!

For more High-Quality pics, just click at the picture above.

NOTE: This post you can say as an over-confidence post. Please be open minded. Someone is dreaming here.

Press Conference #2

2010-04-12T20:00:00.002+07:00

I've told you don't read my previous blog. You know who you are ;)

NOTE: This post you can say as an over-confidence post. Please be open minded. Someone is dreaming here.

Hello public. Yes this is me, your goddess, Rani.

I will discuss few world's matters in this post. Well maybe not world's matters. Mine and my blog's.

I've been busy dragging myself around the town these past 2 weeks. Or so.

You guys all have known that I was hospitalized during my mid-term exam, so I have to do all the mid-term exam I haven't done all by myself.

And thus far, I haven't done anything except English, so this is probably why I didn't blog for quite long.

But everyday I tweet, so, well everytime I felt like I've written some things, but they didn't seem to be a post on my blog. Honestly, I freaking love Twitter more these weeks. You guys all have known that I'm a fan of Ashley Greene, right? I found Ash' friends' Twitter, I @ them and they replied. It was quite a blast. And those things really matter to me. Very much.

This week's review: Awesome.

Something's going on between my friend and my other friend, in a good way. Happee happee (?)

Last week's review: Magical.

I went for a social trip in Nursing Home. I'm working on it ;) I guarantee that the post might appear here soon. We went partying too.

Hm, what else? Oh, I think I'm that pathetic girl. I'm dreaming the dream I hope I'm not dreaming. Here it goes, this is gonna mention Ashley Greene again. Gosh I wish I was her sister. So, well I was asleep at that time. Don't blame me, blame my brain. In my mind, it was Ashley tweeting twice. Since she's furry busy, oh typo, very, she hasn't been tweeting so many. Well at that time I was like 'So happy I could die' moment. The first tweet was, yes I still remember even it was imaginary, 'Finished with Apparition, finally.' And the second tweet was a link to a tweetphoto. I didn't saw the pics, I was gravitated to the comments. And the comments were uber-impolite. Many people, saying those damn words, I was just don't get it. I was shocked.

And that moment I was wonderstruck, I woke up with tears covered my cheeks.

I know, it was too much for a fan. But, I would do just everything to be in someone who has met Ashley or even someone who is close to Ashley or even Ashley's Sister (No she doesn't have any) if she exists' shoes. I wish. So, yes, fingers crossed.

I think that's all everything I can come up with for now. Many many things will come up later, I need to go resting for a bit. And wait for the next post, or I will inform you in twitter( @ranivampire ), the next post is about my Social Visit. It would be great, hopefully, and it will include pix too. So, yes, stay tuned, thank you so much for reading.

Love always, me.

Press Conference

2010-04-12T19:51:00.002+07:00

I was thinking to write a blog again. Not now, maybe in the next 10 mins idk, not in a good mood. The next post will be titled Press Conference #2. Okay that's it.

Love always, Me.

Isn't this cute or what?

2010-03-27T16:22:00.002+07:00

Aren't they just cuteee?

Love the card.

xoxo

Rani

So happy I could die

2010-03-27T15:55:00.002+07:00

Okay people hello again what's up? Sky is up.

Ha ha. funny. not.

Soooooo, today I went home from school ( -> Yes, I finally came to school, even though you can say that I was taking all the advantages of not coming to the school while I had dengue fever) and I got a mail! (-> Which seems to be a cool thing for me considering I've been using e-Mails and twitters and facebook since forever)

The mail was from my English-Course class. So, yeah I'll upload some pics of the mail. It's very gorgeous and beautiful. They were wishing me to get well soon and I thought it was SWEET! Well it definitely was. And it made my day! I can't stop smiling right now. They are all veeeeeeeeeeerrrryyyyyyyyyy sweet! It's great to be in a class with them. Definitely is. And yes, I loooooveeee theeem! Even some of them are sometimes being all crap, but still. My love exists (???)

Okay I think I'm gonna reply one-on-one :D

1. Remember! Laughter is the best medicine XD ! -Alya. ---> Yes, it definitely is! Thanks dear!

2. It's so lonely without you at class. I miss you ;D - Nadya. ---> Aww you're so sweet! Me neither! It's very lonely in the hospital I was going to die

3. Get better soon! You haven't finished your middle test at school yet. Keep smiling :) -Danika. ---> Yeahs thank you sweetie! Eh my gawd, you're reminding me of that cursed middle test. AAAAAARRWW. Yes, yes, keep smiling eventhough I had to finish the exams -,- Thank you :D

4. Rani...I wish you will get more a good condition and study again with us! :-D -Medina. ---> Thank you Medina that's so sweet of you! Yes, I couldn't barely wait to go out from hospital and get studying with you guys! xoxo

5. Rani...Get well soon, and study with us again. Keep smile =) by the way Jessie wants to see you - Yustika. ---> Oh god, yes, thank you Yustika, I definitely will. And yes, I've missed her too! I really want to see her! Send her my warm regards :D

6. See you soon in class! -Dira. ---> Thank you thank you :)

7. I wish you will get well soon!! :) -Tasha. ---> Aw, Tasha. Thank you dear :D

8. Wish you get better -Aldy. ---> Thanks Aldy !

9. Get well soon :D -Dio. ---> Thank you Dio! Happy BDay by the way :P

10. Get better -Edwin. ---> Thanks Edwin

11. Hope you get better soon Rani! We miss you in class :) -Miss Felicia. ---> Whoa thank you Miss Felicia! Definitely miss you and the class also!

Okay, I think that's pretty much it :D Aren't they just so sweet and kind? Love them! Photos will uploaded in the next post :D and flickr, I guess. Stay tuned :)

xox

Rani

My Latest Advertisement

2010-03-26T15:15:00.002+07:00

This is going to be quick.

Just want you to be updated with my latest nail-polish commercial.

I have posted them in Facebook, I guess.

Okay, that's all.

xoxo

Rani

Isn't this getting weird already?

2010-03-26T14:27:00.002+07:00

OKAY people. Hello again

I guess this is my third post of the day. I know, either I'm being super-diligent or I don't have anything to do today. And I must confess that I don't have anything to do today.

And also, to be updated, because of my doing-nothing-ness today, I took some pics. Okay, tons of pics actually. I don't know why, I get really really bored. My mum is here, she's not in the office, but still, she has to do her paper and so I'm on my own. *frowns*

Anyway, I'm being saved by my doctor appointment this evening, at 4 PM, and also I have an English course today at 5 PM. And continue seeing my doctor at 6 or 7. Tight schedule, but not for now.

And also, fashion counselor is needed by now. I'm confuse between wearing coat or bolero? Any suggestions? I'm gravitated towards the coat actually. But boleros are hard to resist. Okay, change topic

I'm really thinking that this is getting very weird. Me. Blogging. Three times a day.

Seems like I gotta take some more meds. And I have completely passed my border. I mean the border which says that I'm not gonna post reckless things, remember? Yes, that one.

Right.

Oookay, so I'm currently wondering how do people make beautiful words. I mean they have inspired me with their beautiful words, and they all might need to publish it. See, I'm not the type of someone who can create all those cutey things. I'm TOO straight to the point so sometimes people just like 'what?' against me. But, okay, back to the topic, really? How do they do that? For instance, I have a friend, she's from Philippines, Seann. She makes poem, all beautiful writings, and it just straightly hit me, how did you do that? And she said, I just write what's on my mind. And I was going to ask: How did your mind do that? I mean, thinking about that so that you could write such a thing? Is there something wrong in my brain so I couldn't think of any beautiful single thing? But fortunately, with not being stupid in front of Seann, I didn't ask that. She may could've died of laughing because of that stupid little question.

Okay, maybe that's all...for now. I'm gonna upload some pics on my flickr, so, yeah, stay tuned :) I hope you'll like what you'll see. Tons of pics.

xoxo

Rani

I'm writing again

2010-03-26T09:20:00.004+07:00

So, uhm. Hello guys. I don't know how to getting this started. I pretty much don't have any single damn thing to write(pathetic) so I think I'm gonna get back to my habit which was ---> Updating things.

It's been pretty long since my last update, so I'm gonna sort a few things

1. Mid-Term examination has finished, and guess what? I attended only the first day. Wasn't that great? Yes of course. I got a cake with cherries on top because of that. Shitz. Alright so the thing is, I got dengue fever, which was completely uncool considering that I've always been a tough one, undefended one, so, yeah that dengue fever was a total shock. And madness. Panicking everywhere, everyone started to scream, everyone was in tears. Right, yeah, sarcasm. A majored sarcasm. Okaaaaaaay, I was hospitalized like...hm, I don't know, maybe like 5 days or so. And it was terrible. I hate hospital but I love the smell :P It was very intense in the hospital. Nurse comes and goes aaahh so tiring. And I got my hair screwed in the hospital. Oh god. I know, right? What could have been worse? And yeah, that's it, my hair turned into like Michelle Obama's. Halelujah.

2. And the hospitalizing thing leads us to our second problem, which is, my hair. It is a complete disaster right now. God please help me with this. My mum hasn't gotten any chances to get me to the hairdresser. So I guess I must settle with my Michelle-Obama-Hair for now. I'm seriously starving for a creambath and hair spa. Oh god. And hair mask also. Anyone please accompany me to the hairdresser. And maybe I'll get a new hair cut. Who knows? Hahahaha (Wait. Isn't this getting bitchy ? LOL. I become those girl who talks ALL about clothes and hair and their fingernails. This will be a clear evidence that hospital has no good effect on you.)

3. I haven't watched Alice in Wonderland. And it is driving me wacky. How come? Okay I seriously need to get a life after this hospitalizing thingy which was driving me insane and outdated. Also, to be exact, I haven't watched Logan Lerman on Percy Jackson blablabla Thief. Isn't this awesome? I mean the fact that hospital could turn your life upside-down ? This is getting really interesting isn't it -__-

4. I desperately want to get back to school. That statement happens to be an 'Awful Truth'. Hahahaha LOL. But Ok, for real, I miss school. I mean with the friends, and all the indistinct-chatters. Not with the books, and all those weird whiteboard things. Shitz. I miss my fuh-rieeeeeeeeeendsss. And also TPC (-> The Pretty Commitee, remember?) And I really want to make a new vid with them!

5. I have watched Lady Gaga ft. Beyonce - Telephone. And thought that it was genius! I like it! It's like a serial movie or something I think it's cute. And Ashley likes it too! LOL. Okay, seriously, I can't help myself when it comes to our diva (drum beats)....Ashley Greene. Back to our topic, Telephone. I actually don't really get the message of this song, but the video tells pretty much everything! And I really can't wait and super excited to make a video of TPC dance to the song. It will be very great! And funny. Guaranteed. You all will need to watch the video because it's going to be super fantabulous!

6. How badly do I want to watch the premiere of Owl City's Vanilla Twilight-video but can NOT because I don't have vevo here in Indonesia. Like seriously, Indonesia needs to catch up with new things. Just sayin'.

7. Somebody would you please put cherries on top giving me the Presale Tix for Kelly Clarkson concert on April 29th? Like for real. I need a feeling of relief by watching this concert. Please please. Well, I mean, who knows if Adrie Subono read my blog and giving me the ticket FOR FREE? Okay. I seriously need to stop dreaming. But I really really really really want to! It's a golden chance to see Kelly Clarkson sing LIVE in Indonesia. This maybe just once-in-a-lifetime-event. So, yeah, anyone? I have tweeted Kelly Clarkson like million times and she hasn't replied me yet. Come on Kelly! I really need to see your tweets on my 'mentions' timeline. I would die for that. Wait, no, I would faint for that. I would die for Ashley and I would faint for Kelly. It's pretty fair.

8. I went studying at Starbucks like what Ashley did, I was in there like, 3 or 4 hours. Yeah, I know, pretty long. And I went there with my Mum, my Bro, my Cousin, and my Aunty. I got pics, which will be uploaded very soon. I haven't transferred them into my computer, so, tsk tsk. But really, I had fun in there. In Starbucks, I mean. I settled down and got a very comfy seat. And stayed like 3 or 4 hours. It was pretty great :) I would like to go some more to Starbucks and get studying in there.

9. My school-batch of International Program will pay a visit to a Nursing Home. It means, I'm going. I don't know how will it be, but just hoping that it is turning out to be good and unforgettable experience that you'll envious of. But I still don't know, they haven't given me the details. Or I haven't gotten the details, because of that, yeah, you know, hospitalized thingys. But I'm sure that it will be fun, I mean, we'll go together, and stay in a place, how fun could it be? And also, we'll have a sleep over. Woo Hoo! Super excited at this one. I know, maybe we can ALL make a video. Wouldn't it be great to tape a video together? Ahahaha cool cool.

Okay. Well I think that's all. 9 points above has encompass my recent and upcoming activity this week. How about your activity? I'll be interested to hear it from you. Write soon.

PS. I oftenly go online on Yahoo, but I appear as offline. You know, avoiding some people. Don't hesitate to IM me on Yahoo! I might be online on that time ;) If not, however I will reply your message, right? Haha. Okay. That's it.

Be safe, xoxo

Rani

Self-Destructive Minded

2010-03-26T07:43:00.002+07:00

WTF is this the middle of the term already? And now I'm getting myself into the mud. 9th Grader. How crazy is that?

Right so yeah I need to get back studying because I'm going to make a good grade for my second term. LOL LOL okay that's not going to happen. So yeah, what am I writing about, again? Something unimportant and prolly, has no point. Besides being fussy, I finally recognize that I'm going to have to be smart I mean well, yeah, I know, crap with it.

And completely off subject.

Hasn't anyone realized yet that my hair is turning to be like Michelle Obama's ? -__-

I'm not saying that your hair is ugly Mrs Obama, halelujah, but it is just not my type.

Wait. You don't even care that I'm being fussy on my hair being like yours. Why? Because you are Obama's wife. Okay this should be over by now. I'm not seeing any point of this. Duhh.

Hasn't this getting weird already -...- Yes I'm a pure moron right now

Okay I think that's it. Bye

Need to change. Soon

2010-03-11T15:39:00.002+07:00

I don't know how to start this properly. I must stop doing reckless things. I mean, well, like what am I posting here? It's very...immature? jejune. except for that post entitled 'thankful' it has very deep meaning, my friends said. Maybe that's what I should post. more likely that post.

and for that updates thingy, considering that i'm no an actress, or straight-A student or what. who will ever notice? i'm not saying that it's pathetic. maybe now is not the right time for posting such things.

and moreover, i need to go study really soon. almost the mid term exam, so yeah. i actually want to post more things here. if i could. and i think i need to give up on that Carlisle account. it has driven me wacky. and also, i've made a poem. but it's in indonesian so well maybe gonna make a new one and post it here. i really should make one. i mean, well it's like a competition, man. well i guess i better not brag about it even more.

avowal

2010-02-28T20:38:00.005+07:00

i don't know why, but these songs always doing a perfect job of making me cry. They're always bring tears to my eyes.

Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron and Wine

Every time - Britney Spears

That's all for now

PS. I can't find the official vid of Flightless Bird, American Mouth but at least you can enjoy the song.

Let's Put it Out

2010-02-27T03:12:00.002+07:00

It's 3:14 AM in Jogja and I'm awake.

AC turned on, so did the TV.

Tune in this, and everything will be very fine.

My pulse dance along the song.

Thankful

2010-02-27T01:38:00.006+07:00

Today, I'm thankful for my KBTL.

They're my highlight. They're my bests. They're my private-fashion-counselor. They're some rare commodities.

These cuties I have considered as my own sister since, maybe last year. Having them in this few years makes a big grin and indescribable feelings. I'm so grateful to have them in my life. I'm so thankful to have people who fill me with their loves. They cheer me when I'm down, they get me high. They defend courageously, they don't judge.

Guys, you're in my veins.

From left to right : Taylor Swift, Ashley Greene, Lady Gaga, Hayley Williams.

Love you guys, mwah xoxo

Grandma's Spectacles

2010-02-16T21:05:00.008+07:00

Hello people. Yo, what's up?

To update:

Mum: Going to Bangkok for couple of weeks. Miss her so much. And she told me thru email that she has just bought a new camera. Okay, way to go, Mum! And I envy her for leaving me here. What the hell was she thinking? I wanna gooooo! And her emails made me envy her more. Okay kidding. Envy but not in a bad way :)

the picture above is the coolest grandpa ever.

Grandpaps: OK. Got a shocking news from my Grandpa. It was Sunday when he visited my house and caught a magazine. It was US! weekly. Aand, the cover was the one and only, the ultimate, the cutest, Britney Spears.

Grandpa : 'Is this really Britney? Her face looks different here'.
Rani: 'Yeah, she changes a bit, check out this one (I showed him other pics) it;s more like her'.
Grandpa: 'Well, yeah this one looks more like her.'
Rani: 'What? How did you know Britney?'
Grandpa: 'Of course I know Britney. She's my favorite singer and celebrity. What do you think I don't know her? I'm a fan of her songs.'
Rani: (Mouth opened, in awe)
Grandpa: 'Do you have any of her songs?'
Rani: Yeah sure, in my laptop.
Grandpa: Can you play it for me?
Rani: No problem (Britney's - Every time)
Grandpa: Yeah, this is my favorite. Don't turn it off, I'm listening.
Rani: O...kay. (still amazed)

O..WOW! So my Grandpa is very very cool and up-to-date. How great.

he has no right arm now, fracture! Yeah!

Brother: So my brother got a bone fracture in his right arm (evil's laugh hardly). He fell....in love. Okay I mean, he fell down from playing basketball. How ridiculous. And he's in plaster right now. And Imma wondering, how will he accomplish his final test this year? hard luck. Anyway, have fun in plaster LOL. Anyone wants to sign it?

And, last but not least. My uncle made this blog: click. As you can read there, that blog is mainly to record everything about Kasupadman family. My family will become famous, then. Nice. -_- But the pictures there are old, so should I send some new pics? Yeah fo sho. But my main pc crashed. HOW COOL?!. And I prolly lost my pics there. Hope not (fingers crossed). Soo, yeah, just take a look at my family's blog there.

PS: the title 'Grandma;s Spectacles' has no meanings AT ALL. I just suddenly remembered about that kid-song.

Here are Grandma's spectacles,
And here is Grandma's hat,
And here is the way she folds her hands,
And puts them in her lap.

Ran please stop singing! A-OKAY! lol.

Ok, end of this post.

Be safe, XO.

(isn't this a colorful post? EPIC FAIL! LOL)

Apology Letter

2010-02-05T14:04:00.004+07:00

Hello people.

I'm deeply sorry that I'm not taking care of this blog for so long. I deeply am. And thanks for Inka who reminded me today about this abandoned blog.

I currently using Twitter and Tumblr more. And also formspring.

Okay. So, what's up? Not so many, but since I don't update things in here, here they are:

1. I am a fan of Ashley Greene. And now, I have a twitter account dedicated to her. This is it; click.

2. I just passed 2 days of International Program National Exam. Quite confusing. I didn't prepare it well, though.

3. I lied to everyone that i left to Singapore to watch Muse. Well actually I was just only covering the truth. But I've told them, and they were like; You asshole. LOL it was fun

4. Falling grades. For this one, I can't deny. It is very hard to manage time nowadays. But I'll try as much as I can to manage time. Hopefully it will work.

5. I just received drawing from a friend and I am sooo happy! It's nice. She has been very sweet to me. She is in Dominican Republic hah very far from here.

Formspring!

2010-01-05T10:34:00.002+07:00

hey, guys i made a formspring account, it's formspring.me/rnngrs

ask me things! hahaha

HNY!

2010-01-01T11:57:00.002+07:00

hello people, how i miss this old blog. but i couldn't go here since i got tumblr. hahaha sorry blog, i have an affair with tumblr

anyway, it's 2010 already, so, Happy New Year ! new year resolution? so far haven't thought about it. Either i'm too lazy, or i have no new year resolutions. well, alright, here it goes.

Year 2010 Resolutions :

1. have no resolutions (already accomplished)

haha okay, kidding. well, so far, it's only Lower my starbucks intake, be good, don't rebel too much, consume less on cola and burgers, and spend less money on everything.

so, my 2010 resolutions only 5. so far. I can spend a day to make a perfect resolutions, but I don't want to haha.

so it's 2010, means 2012 is 2 years away. get ready, people. lol, no no i'm not that jack-ass person who are believe that 2012 is the doomsday, i mean, c'mon it's not like that we could foresee everything, including the doomsday. Alice could. hahaha, no, no. well what i'm trying to say is, don't believe in 2012. Either the movie or the foresee. The movie is not really good, though, you can make something like that, only play your ass off on the effects, there you go.

Alright, I think that's all for now, I have an affair with tumblr haha, anyway my tumblr is rnngrs.tumblr.com follow ok? yeah, so, Happy New Year 2010 people!

Moof!

2009-12-23T13:20:00.003+07:00

Moof, stands for Movie actually. Yeah i know what you're thinking. such an unimportant thing.

let's see movies that i've watched lately,

New moon - Good thing, but not better than Twilight. I love Alice. she rocks. this movie is about broken heart and healing it.

Avatar - This movie really is a thing. i like it. the animation, and all, the story. so cool. not so many violence on it. cool. it's half animated.

Cloudy with a chance of meatball - don't really like it, because it's all animated. and my friends say that it's funny, while i think, 'which part is funny? they're all flat.'

What else? I forgot. Okay, end of the post, I'll write another thing.

Finally!

2009-12-16T19:41:00.003+07:00

Hello people.

Finally HALF of the whole exam, I've passed. why only half? because there's also another more.

yeah that's it. ok bye see ya soon!

Enigmas of Sophomority

2009-12-01T18:16:00.005+07:00

Hello humans and aliens.

I'm gladfully back, with thousands of tears.

Yeah damn grades are.. really bad. Really falling.

I myself still arguing with my Alter, Renegade.

Have I told you before that i have an alter ? no ? well her name is Renegade. i pretty much don't know whether renegade is a 'he' or 'she'

for a 'she' she is so boyish --- so i guess renegade is a 'he'

well it don't matter actually. not really important, renegade only shows himself or herself, ah dunno, when i play sort of instrument, drum, to be exact. so the one who plays drum is not Rani but Renegade. Renegade reneges so much. Rebels and Dissents.

So, back to the main topic. I wanted to discuss some enigmas of this sophomore year.

Should I really study or no ? should I really study or just playing while I have some time, for right now, I mean if you're senior, it couldn't possibly to playing around.

Well if I don't study that much, i mean like study study, my grades will fall off, possibly the last. Hm, no lah, not the last. 4 or 5 from the last. It means that i just gonna play around, go to malls, go for a movies, boys, and yeah.

But you know i have something to be maintained, the one and only: my Dignity. with caps D.

see ?

it always goes like this. between two of them, both of them have advantages. aaaarrgggh

This is what my older batches are always advising me :

Junior : No playing around, adapt with others

Sophomore : Playing around more, the rest, just get over it

Senior : No playing around (again), prepare for the worse final exam.

But there was a friend of mine who were advising me like this :

Junior : No playing around, adapt.

Sophomore : Lil' bit playing around, study, you're only an inch away to the senior which leads you to final exam

Senior : Smaller portions of playing around, but you're allowed to play around. and the rest, study study study for the final exam. study moooreee!

AAAAAA school is driving me crazy, and also my sophomoric year

Call Me a Bitch, and I'll Show You One

2009-11-24T19:54:00.005+07:00

Yo all

Soo, i'm able to reach the internet again.

And i have big announcement :

i've made a tumblr.

thanks to mba sandy for ensuring me to make it.

hmm, what else?

oh ya have a younger batch, and she's oh well, how to say it frankly : ugly. --

yeah i know it's not fair to judge people

but well, i like doing it hehehe

currently listening to these songs ;

Mario - Stuttering
Black Eyed Peas - I've Got a Feeling
Kelly Clarkson - Did You

restlessness

2009-11-19T20:03:00.003+07:00

yo again.

ah its a good thing that i'm able to write my second post, since my mom ain't home yet.

i'm currently listing to the things and events that make me restlessness

(1) There are few Purwokerto Students who came to my school, they were doing school visit or something. Well actually, i was kinda happy though, but, yeah, makes me tired.

(2) Homeworks -> economics, geography, maths, indonesians, art.

(3) Assignments -> art, civics.

(4) Tests -> art, indonesian.

-----------------------------mom is home, gotta go

Enunciation

2009-11-19T19:49:00.005+07:00

yo people !

so here are few announcements :

#1: just got my mid term results. and my grades, sucks. really. failed in maybe more than 70% of all subjects.

#2: because of my damn grades, my mom maybe won't allow me to use the internet connection, until the final-term exam which is will be held on december 7th this year. so it;s like 2 weeks? oh what could be worse ?

#3: no internet connection means no blog. isn't that cool ?

#4: maybe this is the last blog post ? haha how exaggerate.

PS. Thata(the girl on the previous post)'s blog is : http://anggitarl.blogspot.com/ , check it out.

Please Just Get Off We're Pissed

2009-11-13T16:33:00.004+07:00

Yo.

So what's that above?

ah well ya Rani is me and Thata is my friend. We have a really demonic Math Teacher. Just call him Mr. RK.

ARGH WE HATE HIM SO MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH

who wouldn't hate him, for god's sake ? well maybe the nerdy wouldn't

but still on our topic, about hating that demon..

we can't take it longer.

so lets think about pros and cons

pros:

-we got math lesson which is i believe that every teacher should give us this advantage

-....... ? (please, anyone if you can add this point of pros, just leave it on my bloods)

cons:

-even if we got the math lessons and materials, Mr. RK constantly comes late to the class. So maybe the materials and lessons that we got will be left behind with the other schools. You know, i mean if school A reaches function, we only have 'algebra'. yep something like that

-the teacher doesn't even teach at classroom. he (wait, he ? maybe the right term is 'it' ? lols) pretty much only reading the book and then say : students, please do exercise blablabla and blablabla, open page blablabla.

-the teacher would only teach it to they whom are asking for it. so when it comes to the nerdies, what can we expect for us ? alright maybe if we want to be taught by him, we all (me and ALL my classmates) should go to the front of the class, then ask for the materials. because thats what all the nerdies do. wow. cool. for heaven's sake it would just waste of time.

-the teacher would only promoting his motto of doing math questions. he does it maaaaaany time. maybe he won't stop until we expelled. -.- and the teacher would yell : crazzyyyy crazzzyyyy (edaaan edaaaan). so maybe in his mind by saying that he is crazy, the students will respect him better what. but argh i just don't get it -.-

-the teacher is a show-off type. hello im good at math and you don't and if you wanna be good at math you should been taught by me but your ability at math wouldn't be better than mine. so thats the point of what he's talking for maybe 2 or 3 months. Could you imagine how boring i am ?

-the teacher likes to mock any of his students. this is unacceptable werghk

-...... and so much more. Thata maybe would add some, just leave it on my bloods ya hehe

so yeah anyone decided to stand longer with him ? never think so. besides, he gives us fucking hard math exams. how cool, yet suck. hm i'm caving in -_-

Before King Arthur, There Was Excalibur

2009-11-12T15:59:00.002+07:00

(Thomas Sangster, the Last Legion heartthrob!)

(Aishwarya Rai is in the middle)

Hello heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey

this is my third post today

so i wanna tell you about 'The Last Legion'. well actually i'm not a fan of historic movie what. but i saw this lil' kid playing on the movie, so i think; why don't i give it a shot ?

and plus, my brother was insisting. yeah he's nerdy some and likes history. while i think; history? for god's sake..NO!

hm so it was all begin with narrated by Ambrosinus. he is the teacher of Romulus, the one who will be the Caesar of the Rome. Romulus was only 11 years old. HE'S FRIGGIN CUTE. check him out. he's Thomas Sangster. reallyyyy cute boyy !

Not a Fussy Post

2009-11-12T15:26:00.003+07:00

Helloooo everyone !

yeah whats wrong with the title ? hehe well i just realized that lately, i've posted something like fussy posts, like my midtests and the fact that i'm tired and busy. yeah something like that.

but in this post i wanna stop complaining. haha finally (?). and wanna start thanking.

lomo

thanks to : my mom. she brought me this, yeah really cool. lomo supersampler dalek edition. aaah thank you thank yoooou mom !

(my newborn camera, just call him Audriel)

so, i'm kinda excited with naming my personal things. This dalek supersampler's name is Audriel. HAHA i dunno what's the meaning of Audriel, it's just random name hehe.

Bartleyans ! #2

2009-11-12T14:37:00.005+07:00

(Rani, Afiqah)

(Bartleyans, Woo-Hoo)

(Rani, Syafiqah)

(Sabrinah, Rani, Nurul Sahiddah, Inka)

(Sabrinah, Rani)

(Rani, Syafiqah. Edited by Syafiqah)

So hello, photos uploaded. Concerning to my post.

God I miss them so much.

Latest News !

2009-11-10T16:31:00.003+07:00

Yo hey hell o !

how you doin' guys? me? well pretty much the same.

tired andddd busy.

really want to skip the afternoon classes. they are really damn for the love of god boring.

but there's one thing that always comes to my mind:

rules are made to be broken, so don't stop breaking the rules.

hah maybe thats all. gotta go for my homework and anw the battery of this laptop is now limited.

rock on

Bartleyans !

2009-10-30T12:36:00.003+07:00

Hello guys !

been really busy these 2 days, but happy too

here's the thing : bartley secondary school students were going to my school this past 2 days (thursday and friday) and I became their partner. not all of them, though. only 1. her name is Syafiqah. and the others had their own partner.

First, she gave me a letter that contains a photo of herself. actually thru the photo, i thought that Syafiqah is a typical good girl. you know what i'm sayin' ? i mean like the real girl, feminine, and stuffs.

and the real syafiqah is .... uncontrollable and pretty wild haha kidding buddy. but really, she's sorta crazy well just like me. we get along pretty well. and her friends are amazing too. they're friendly. i like them. i got many friends along these days.

and there's one that kept telling me that she likes my hair. her name is Sabrinah. And the others too, Afiqah, and Nurul and many more. haha I was kinda blushing at the moment :p and we took picture. i'll upload them soon. yeah and they will stay in jogja up to Sunday. but today is the last day that they're going to smp 5.

gonna miss them though, they're really kind. especially Syafiqah, gonna miss you. Don't cry Syaf haha kidding. And all, well have a good time here in Jogjakarta. really looking forward to meet you soon you guys.

wait. maybe if you have spare time, you can go for a movie or something, maybe? dunno if the teachers will allow you hehe just hoping that they will. hugs hugs

Back to Track

2009-10-29T19:51:00.004+07:00

Hey All

so sorry for not blogging for a pretty long time. just finished doing the tasks, and another tasks are waiting to be done. can't manage time for blogging, sorry.

well the good news is i'm back (good ones?)

and i'm back with my full story about this damn mid term test

yeah 9 subjects, i know, it's insane.

my cousin, Eddie even disbelieves what he heard about me having 9 examinations in one week.

he disbelieves for me, 8th-grader-student taking 9 classes ?

well I live in Indonesia, I said. Oh so that's how the education program over there ? there are two possibilities, you can be so damn genius or you can be stressed out, I mean, I'm taking only 4 classes and i'm pissed enough, he said.

oh Indonesia how pity students in Indonesia -,-

anw, my mid term exam went no good. how ashame. well i'm concentrating too much in managing my time, and i need time to manage my time and my time to manage my time is too long. yeah believe it or not, understand it or not

math went so darn difficult and also social science

and tmr is science, i mean physics and biology. and what am i doing right now ? blogging.

studying is boring, that's the irrefutable truth

while i'm trying to not to be embraced by boredom, i'm just wasting my time.

maybe the right sentence is 'theorems are boring' studying is not really boring, the practical sessions i mean. the other--theorems sessions are boring.

maybe let's just get over it for right now, yeah i should study more. i'm looking for top 5 rank in my class and i just found it pretty hard to be. boys are keeping up. they're surprisingly diligent. no offense

let's get back to joints, energy, works, resultants, and the others.

let's get back to work

oh i'm dying here. theorems are boring.

god save me

help me with something like scholarship to us or wherever or maybe nowhere

gwcxfng

2009-10-22T22:09:00.001+07:00

hi. The title is pretty messy, just like I am.

I didn't blog much this quite days. Really busy, sorry.

And I have nothing to tell to ya. Hm but I've gotta one that really great.

So wait for it aja ya. See ya

This is It

2009-10-16T18:23:00.003+07:00

(at least I'm trying lho ya)

Newest

2009-10-15T18:03:00.003+07:00

So hello jerk.

Things are just this simple : I hate you.

And that ridiculous thingy. OH GOD please you dunno enuff about blog deh ya. So keep off.

And I only hate you. Cause your girlfriend. Well she simply is a good girl and she has nothing to do.

so bye jerk. Delete things. Facebook friendster whtvs. I dont care.

PS.

if you think Im crying youre totally wrong

My tears arent worth it.

Bye motherfucker you son of a bitch.

Shocked Straight

2009-10-13T15:43:00.004+07:00

Mood : Shocked

Location : Home

Song : Billy Squier - Shocked Straight

Heyya All!

So how was the history thingy? Didn't well perfectly, but at least i've done it all by myself.

And this week was ehm, pretty shocking. Both in a good and bad way.

First. Good. Well it's about someone that I adore. She just suddenly asked me something lil' personal and then I answered and then we made a commitment and after that she told me about her mom. Actually, I felt like : Is this really her? real real really? I don't understand.

But take the good side. And the goodside is really much haha lol

Second. Bad. Dunno. Just sick of it. Shits. Harmful. Shits Shits. Tired of drama. Ohyeah I forgot that you're the drama queen.

These 3 Days

2009-10-11T15:35:00.002+07:00

Things are went pretty good these days, except for my body. It seems getting worse. Should get a medicine but I dunno, just don't wanna do it.
Lovelife? Ha. Shit.
And yesterday I went for swimming with my gals and directly, after that, rehearsal with my guys at Marcell's. It took pretty long, approximately 2 hours. And Marcell didn't even there.
Today I went to Iyos' house for rehearsal again. And it was really sucks. After we done with the drum, Iyos' parents went for a wedding party and left us three (me, Dika, and my teacher) there. It sounds like they were so Impolite. They were. Really sucks.
After that, I went to a wedding party. It was flat. Nothing special, nothing bad. Flat.
Tomorrow, A History exam will be held. And up to now, I have studied barely nothing. How great. Wish me luck and save me some prayers.

Jogjakarta !

2009-10-07T20:40:00.003+07:00

Hey all pripun kabare? lol.
hey all how are you ?
so. today is 253rd anniversary of Jogjakarta aaaaanndd
I wore traditional costumes. As shirt, I wore something that called kebaya, and as skirt, I wore something called jarik.
It's pretty interesting, concerning that we used to wear traditional costumes on Kartini's day only and this year we had to wear it twice. So it's like having a double Kartini's day.
Many competitions were held by Osis, such as: Dingklik Oglak Aglik game, this game is played by four children. First they have to turn around their body, and after that, cross one of their legs. It;s really amusing I mean watching people like that and walking around while they are keeping balance. Tons of laughs. And the first who reached the finish line is the winner.
and then, 'Fold the Wiru' game.
Wiru is a part of Jarik. its folded and it must be really ehm, tidy? can you imagine that? jarik is like 1,5 m long and you have to fold it until 7 or 9 lappet. I didn't watch the game, I was doing something that really unimportant with ma classmates hehe
What did I do? Screaming with my classmates and [pretending that were all musicians
how ridiculous

If I get 0 then you get -1

2009-10-06T15:08:00.002+07:00

Heyya all, everyone.

Since I've been leaving this blog for a while, well I was studying.

HAHA. yea. laugh as much as you can.

But it wasn't a lie, the studying thing, wasn't a lie.

So, whats up everyone?

me? no not good. I've burdened of Mr Raphael's Math examination.

Ive studied it before, well only an hour but usually an hour is an enough time to study math, except now. Different teachers, different methods. Can't adapt fastly with the method, though.

From all five questions, well honestly, I only done 2 questions or maybe 3. No, 2. 2. WHAT ? TWO ? TWO QUESTIONS OUT OF FIVE ?

argh. If Mr Raphael is teaching you, you can;t just settle down for a while from studying, you really should keep studying. Well all of this is keep torturing me.

Firstly I thought, well how hard is it gonna be ? I mean, c'mon it;s only about fractions. It;s not gonna be really hard.

But my thoughts are completely wrong. It was really hard. And I realize how I'm really suck at math.

I know I'm cool, no need to remind me

2009-10-01T16:36:00.003+07:00

I know the title is such a snob

Well that's not what I'm trying to say I mean I'm not really cool, not popular.

What I'm trying to say here, is about something that happened yesterday

So yesterday was the first time at school after these two weeks of boring holiday. No, I don't dare to say that it was what I'm waiting for, but at least its will better than the holiday.

I have a Eid Mubarak resolution, yeahs it's my hair. I've told you before about that. But actually, my teachers and friends haven't seen it yet, so yesterday was the first time for them to see my newest hair.

And while I did the hand-shaking things, teachers were started to talk about my hair. duh.

But there were some of them who are just greet me politely.

So these are what they said to me :

-Hi, Ran? OMG your hair ? what happened ?

-Rani. your. hair. ?

-New hair, eh ?

-Change your haircut again ?

-Wow, the hair !

-You should cut the fringe shorter, Ran.

-It;s a lil' bit strange but I like it

And these are what my friends heard (I think they wouldn't dare to say it directly to me) :

- It's that a boy or a girl ?

-Is that the girl named Rani ? Ohmyy. What's wrong ?

-Why does she change her hair so often ?

-She's really boyish

-What's happened to this kid ?

-What was that ? Oh godddd.

-Who were she ? That was a 'she', right ?

SO WHATS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE ?

sorry sorry., hehehe

so since I've cut out my hair it;s like : hey thats rani, a girl with weird hair. her style .. so rebel.

WAA. I'm popular in teachers. but not in a good way.

But I'm pretty much rebel, actually.

And after the handshaking things, its's pretty cloying actually.

Anyways,

My cousin is here in my house, he will stay for.. maybe a long time because his mother is in hospital and his father gotta take care of his mom. He's nice, except when he get along with my brother, world seems gonna end. I mean, it will be so crowded and in the night, the boys wouldn't sleep before 11 or 12. Really annoying. He also likes to bother me when I use the computer. Hue

School is doing pretty boring actually, and I'm a mess. Many tasks and homeworks scattered, waited to be done. And I just want to hang out more and online more. It's pretty much difficult to manage time right now. Oh so Saturday I will have a math exam with Mr. Raphael. He always makes difficult questions. Really have no clue to solve it. I hope tomorrow the question is easy, but it's almost impossible. Good luck for tomorrow ya Ran. haha. May the luck will be my squire tomorroww oh I'm so freak out

Oh, I haven;t done my Javanese, ICT, Biology, and English homework. And they might won't be done because of my cousin, he will bother me.

Bye. Talk to you later.

PS.

I think I have to abandon my blog for a little while. See ya !

i found this site, really alay !

Vacation !

2009-09-28T12:09:00.005+07:00

Yo all !

So I got my short trip during this boring vacation --

I went to my Great Grandparents' house, it's located in Wonosari, it's a very remote area in Jogjakarta. I went there with my cousins, aunties, uncles, mom, dad, and my grandparents.

But first, we went to my Grandma's sister's house it's in Gedongkuning. We gathered there, from our own house.

And then, we went to Great Grandparents' house. It's you know, located in a hill.

After we got there, its about 1 pm, and we met our Great Grandma. We were so happy, besides the fact the we met her after long time, we also met each other. I were so happy to meet my cousin, Raina. She's really cute. She really likes to take pictures and she likes to use the countdown timer.

Well when we stopped in a restaurant, she didn't want to eat. But after I offer to take picture of her, she finally eat. How cute haha

So here are the pictures :

(rani, raina)

(uncle wahyu, rani, raina)

(look at raina's pose ! so cute)

(rani, rangga ->upside, affan ->hugging raina, raina, abi)

so that's all. Good day people !

♥

Embraces

2009-09-27T21:16:00.004+07:00

Those words encompass like everything.

Haircut

2009-09-27T16:24:00.004+07:00

Yo !

so I've got a new haircut actually i wanted to make it like Sansan Choa (PWG).

It pretty much worked out.

what do you think ?

flat ? -__-

Newbies

2009-09-25T22:25:00.003+07:00

hello y'All ? how you doin' ? good? good ?

so some sort of updates, here they go :

I've got a new haircut it's more fewer on my fringes and it's like Sansan Choa's (pwg) hair actually I like it
And because of my newest hair, a man in that mobile phone counter thought that I'm a boy. And you know, he is a shemale haha my mom said that if I were a boy, maybe he'd have a crush at me. Oh I know, I think at that moment, she was daydreaming.
To date, I haven't done my math assignment, it's really difficult and I probably just cannot stand with math. I don't know, I used to love math more than any else, but who knows if it changes ?
My Cousin (heck her) said that my profile picture in my Facebook scares her. And I actually wanted to say : "who cares ? at least it's better than yours, do you think yours is good enough ?" but because of she is my cousin, I just said that : "It's some sort of effect, I got it in cameroid". And then, she went offline. How annoying.
Jib has got back from his mudik, and replied my wall yesterday I don't know should I've felt happy because he's in town, or the opposite, because he's back and that gal must be has an effort to keep him stay in touch with her. Oh Jib, I got bruises in my knee for you. Not only in my knee, my heart also haha Ran please don't be lebay
The weather is REALLY unfriendly huhu it's torturing me. It was so damn hot out there when i was visiting my Grandparents and their home, that used to be really cold, was also hot. God I can't stand.
My bro has just bought a new mobile phone wew lucky him.
I'm now reading Fat Talk, by Mimi Nichter. It's a nice book, and I've met the author, Mimi, and also watched Harry Potter 6 with her, because she's a friend of my mother, HA!

I think thats enough for now. I'm sure there are many many other things but those are what I can come up with right now.

Greetings

2009-09-21T17:49:00.000+07:00

Selamat Idul Fitri 1430 H
Mohon Maaf Lahir Bathin.
xoxo Rani

The Update

2009-09-17T09:23:00.004+07:00

(I've got the title from Beastie Boys)

It's now holiday here
And my parents still have to work while me and my brother enjoying our holiday
I think enjoying it's not the right word because we completely don't enjoying this damn holiday.
So, this far i have gone to nowhere, and done nothing.
Anyways, there are several movies that I've watched (I've watched it thru my laptop actually, my parents couldn't drive me to the cinema so I watched it thru my laptop and i bought the pirated movies) : 17 Again (oh Zac Efron is darn cute, he's not a gay, right?), The Proposal (this is the movie that I've watched like a million time, Sandra Bullock is really great, she's skinny. She has wonderful legs), Orphan (this is a movie about psycho. And this movie is really PORN, no doubt.), Final Destination 4 (Nick is good, and the ending is , well, mediocre), Angels and Demons (Vittoria Vetra is woaa she's awesome, beautiful)
And about the VMA thing : Kelly Clarkson is the latest singer to Criticise Kanye West's VMA outburst.
Kelly wrote on her blog : " What happened to you as a child? Did you not get hugged enough?"
I think the song 21 Guns by Green Day is greattt! aww
Yep, they two (my crush and that gurl) has gone really far. Congrats if you guys will started to date each other. I'm (not) happy for you guys ! (hah whtvs)

I've never been in love. I want to be so badly - I'm a hopeless romantic, but I haven't been there yet. I'd prefer to wait for the right one than settle for second best.--Kelly Clarkson. I love this quote for a reason. I think you guys should've known what the reason is.

ok. good day everyone ! xoxo

closer = further

2009-09-15T13:28:00.002+07:00

So right now I'm just trying to not be too active by not replying his walls. And I don't do the chat with him also. These things actually just make me can't take my eyes off.

Woa. He's online now. Let me give it a shot. I don't expect too much, anyways.

That girl is going closer. I think they two has gone far.

And hey, I keep saying 'I don't want you. I never did'. But saying that spell keeps me feeling the opposite of it.

Cool Songs

2009-09-13T11:44:00.004+07:00

Bruises - Chairlift
First Train Home - Imogen Heap
Avalanche - Marie Digby
Heavy Cross - The Gossip
Fallin for You - Colbie Caillat
We Are Golden - Mika
Obsessed - Mariah Carey
When Love Takes Over - David Guetta ft. Kelly Rowland
Cupid - Amy Winehouse

wow

2009-09-12T15:42:00.004+07:00

I guess she has known many things.

Unexpectedly, she's harmful.

(or am I that easy to guess?)

Droll !

2009-09-12T14:35:00.004+07:00

oke, this time we use Bahasa.
Jadi kemaren waktu ada pelajaran bahasa Indonesia, kita disuruh membuat cerita berantai. Jadi di buku masing-masing ditulis satu kalimat, terus, temen temen lain disampingnya nulis juga kaya gitu terus digeser geserin. Nah yang ada di buku gue kaya gini :

Tina dan Temannya

Tina berjalan menyusuri hutan pagi ini. Sambil bersenandung riang mengiringi kicau burung. Tiba-tiba ia melihat bunga yang sangat indah. Tina memetik bunga tersebut. Tina lalu memberikan bunga itu kepada temannya. Ternyata bunga itu adalah bunga bangkai. Tetapi tetap saja ia tidak bisa membedakan antara bau badannya dengan bunga bangkai.

Bunga bangkai itu adalah Rafflesia Arnoldi. Didapat dari nama orang Inggris, Raffles. Saat itu Indonesia dijajah Belanda. Indonesia dijajah Belanda selama 3,5 abad. Indonesia jadi terpuruk karena dijajah selama itu. Tetapi semangat nasionalisme Indonesia yang sangat besar, dapat membawa Indonesia ke saat yang sentosa, berdaulat, adil dan makmur.

Tina terus berjalan, tapi ia terperosok ke lubang penuh ular. Tina pun dililit dan dimakan ular hingga mati. Selidik punya selidik, ular itu adalah ular jadi-jadian yang dikirim oleh teman Tina yang diberi bunga bangkai. Ular itu diperintah untuk memusnahkan Tina. Karena teman Tina tadi kesal, sebab bau bunga bangkai membuat perutnya mulas 40 hari 40 malam. Karena ia penyuka musik dangdut, ia pun memilih menghadiri konser musik dangdut di Purawisata untuk melegakan penyakit perutnya. Teman Tina tadi ikut berjoget hingga perutnya kram.

Perut teman Tina yang kram itu lalu dibawa ke dukun 'Mbah Frona' yang memang tiada banding di dunia perdukunan. Ditemui di pondoknya, ternyata Mbah Frona sedang pergi mencari baju baru untuk lebaran. Teman Tina lalu menunggu di pondoknya ditemani asisten Mbah Frona.

Teman Tina yang kram perut ini ditidurkan oleh asisten Mbah Frona, tiba-tiba, teman Tina ini ingin pipis. Teman Tina minta diantar pipis. Sebelum sampai kamar mandi ternyata pipis teman Tina sudah keluar terlebih dahulu alias 'ngompol'. Karena sudah ngompol, tidak afdol kalau belum ngebrok. Akhirnya ia ngebrok. Karena asisten Mbah Frona tidak tahan dengan baunya, ia pun membunuh teman Tina yang kram, dan jasadnya dibuang di TPA Bantar Gebang. Teman Tina masuk neraka dan tidak akan diberi pengampunan oleh Allah SWT.

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Yeahs ini semua tidak nyambung.

Rani.

Irridescent

2009-09-10T17:06:00.005+07:00

Now, you list me as a part of your family. In facebook again, of course.
This is pretty perplexing to me, concerning I don't really have much to do with the boys.
And I don't have many experiences about them.
And you often do this such a thing.
You're friendly at a time, then surprisingly you act like you don't care.
It's like Katy Perry's Hot n' Cold.
Please, just be friendly ALL the time.

Besides, the song that you recommend to me is nice, good, most part of it is acoustic right ?
It;s a good song, just like when you recommend me the Rasmus' - Justify.
Maybe at that time, your situation was like the song Justify.
And now, it's like : it takes forever to me to be your gal. No but I hope not. We'll see, my Heartthrob..

The Pianist

2009-09-10T15:42:00.003+07:00

Pianist On Site
Originally uploaded by Mr Squee

For heaven's sake this felt way better than before, but I'm not ok with it.
You added back my facebook account well that puts a grin over my face after I removed you because of a stupid little fight.
But that girl has a crush on you also, that's frustating.
I wanna change things, but I'm cave in.
Oh sure, I still can't believe that you have been my crush over a year.

(i got this picture from flickr)

Cameroid

2009-09-10T14:37:00.002+07:00

Yasou (->Greek) all helloooo everybloody I'm online now, and by the way I haven't updated my blog for a really long time. Thanks to school that keeps me busy with assignments and stuffs.

Off to our main topic. This time, I want to discuss about cameroid. Anybody know what is cameroid? well you can go to http://www.cameroid.com/ yeahs

It's a really swell site that helps you take pictures from your very own webcam. And plus, cameroid provides you some effects that would make your pictures better. I've tried and here are the results, it's pretty nice.

see? you better try it !

-

2009-09-03T21:59:00.000+07:00

busy, this whole month, for earth's sake.

ICAS

2009-08-28T14:59:00.002+07:00

Yo
So now I currently working on my Indonesian Assignment. Assignments keep me busy for this whole month. I'd dare to say next month too but I hope not so busy like this now.
Anyways the ICAS test is tomorrow. Tomorrow is English and the previous year's questions are really DIFFICULT. The vocabulary are so many and it;s like impossible to get a perfect mark. But I'm still hoping that i will get a perfect mark, or at least near the perfect mark.
In the 4th and 5th of September another ICAS test will be held. Those are for Mathematics and Science test. The previous test of Math is not really difficult, but there are some questions that are hard to solve. If the question is easy it will be really easy i mean so easy, but if it;s difficult it will be so difficult. No mediocre questions.
The previous Science test is not really easy but if I take a look to the English test, science is easier. But still, the language is difficult the vocabs, yah you know how it does.
So among all of them, based on the difficulty, English is no 1 Science is 2 and Math is 3.
Besides, the ICAS tests aren't same with the tests I've ever had here in Indonesia.
Last but not least, give me prayers for tomorrow. Thanks mucho.

Baby Mama

2009-08-24T10:06:00.002+07:00

A movie you should watch !

Tina Fey : Kate Holbrook
Amy Pehler : Angela Ostrowski

A movie about a business woman that hires an immature girl to be her surrogate mother.
Plot by Wikipedia : click!

Pics:

Tina Fey a.k.a Kate Holbrook a.k.a business woman a.k.a ME ! roftlmao

Amy Poehler a.k.a Angela Ostrowski a.k.a. surrogate mother a.k.a NOT ME

Just Sayin'

2009-08-23T21:50:00.002+07:00

I'm really busy uoorgh.
(school is driving me mad)

nyehh~

Please Don't Leave Me

2009-08-21T20:26:00.002+07:00

This is Pink's. No this ain't a new song, but i loveeeee it.
And the video, the video is so interesting. The video is more than nice.
It;s like a psycho, but that what makes it interesting.
And she HAS a style. The album, titled : Funhouse.

So here is the lyrics :

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Da da da, da da

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da, da da

I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Da da da, da da

Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Oh please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry
Da da da, da da

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Please, please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)

Baby please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no

You say I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back
It's gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Baby, please, please don't leave me

The video :

enjoy !

Spanish

2009-08-21T20:02:00.002+07:00

Hola a todos.

So I met Acil, my spanish mate (may i call you that way ?)
and realized that my Spanish is really bad, hoho.
Anyway, anyone know where can I get spanish course here in Jogjakarta ?
I'm willing to learn Spanish, not only through book like i used to, but with Native speakers, or anyone that expert in Spanish.
This is the book :
don't click, you won't look anything. If you want, you can order it through Amazon.com. I'm not sure that this book is available in Indonesia. Idk, maybe you can find it on Periplus or something.

Anyways, here are some words in Spanish . .

Hola : Hello, hi.
Buenos dias : Good morning
Boenos dias, senor : Good morning sir.
Como esta : How are you ?
Muy bien : Very good.
Usted habla espanol : Do you speak spanish ?
Un poco : a little.
Soy Rani : I'm Rani
Gracias : Thank you
Muchas Gracias : Thank you very much.
Hasta manana : See you tomorrow.
Como se dice 'bacon' en espanol ? : how do you say 'bacon' in spanish ?

and a lot more. You should try to study spanish it's really fun.
Adios, Rn

Activities

2009-08-15T19:01:00.003+07:00

Hi all,

I've changed the title, it's not 'Updates' but 'Activity', because i'm boring with that damn title.
So let's see ..

The Drawing-On-The-Wall competition went really greaaaat. so freakin' awesome, even if we won't win, at least we create the history, for our class. But i'm still hoping that our class will be the winner, it's ok if we're not the 1st one.
Well as I told you on my previous past about camping. Well the camping is CANCELED. So it means that I will attend the super boring flag ceremony, haleluyah.
Next week, i think i'm gonna be busy. again. aaaargh ICAS preparation drives me crazy. I have to stop it NOW because I'm dying.
Concerning the Drawing-On-The-Wall competition, tinges were attacked me. I have tinges, any colored-tings in every part of my body. Just name the color, it will be on my body. Even in my hair. Really, it's disgusting.
About the Indonesian actress : whats happened with Marshanda ? She;s freak.
on Aug 14th my school was dropped by SCTR, ZNC, and MCLD. How unimportant.

I think those ain't all. haha. i'll catch you later on. Rn.

Updates

2009-08-13T19:09:00.002+07:00

So it's near to the independence day. Viva viva !

OSIS in my school launched many kind of competitions such as Drawing-On-The-Wall competition, Chips-Eating competition, and many more. Well, unlike the previous competition that OSIS launched, my classmates are excited about this competitions.
The-Drawing-On-The-Wall competition so far is going pretty good. I hope it will be better until tomorrow
On August 15-17, my family held an agenda of camping. Yeaaahs this is really exciting. So I maybe won't come to the Flag Ceremony on August 17
I am really busy this whole week. Lots of assignments, homeworks, and stuffs. I really need a relaxation. And so the Afternoon Class. OH GOD. The school side provide the Afternoon Class to prepare the students to face the ICAS, sort of examination. But the english that they use is very very difficult to understand. And the questions are fucking difficult, too. Oh baby im cryin' (?)
I've been watching 'One Missed Call' this late 2 days. the movie is nice but i dont really like the ending. It's like; 'then what?'
I didnt even play drum this week oh gosh. heck me.

cheers.
Rn

Mind Trick

2009-08-08T15:40:00.002+07:00

Yo all.
i haven't updated this blog for a reaaaaaaaally long time. im apology for that.
so let;s off to our main topic : Mind Trick.
No this is not a magic or what, this is a song.
This song is performed by Jamie Cullum, a really cutee guy :p

no this is not a new song it's 2005-ish. so this is the video when he held the concert, i didn;t find the official video clip of this song.

and the lyrics :

I missed the opportunity
to get you babe to stay with me
Never thought, I'd regret the excuses that I've made
like a song, it will fade

If there's music in the night,
And it's really, really right,
It's the only thing I need
it intoxicates your mind
All your troubles left behind
So come on and take my lead
it's not just me who feels it
music plays a mind trick
watch me forget about missing you

so i put my feelings out to dry
love, one day again,
i'll have to try
falling out, making up
it seems such a silly game
why do i never gain?

If there's music in the night,
And it's really, really right,
It's the only thing I need
it intoxicates your mind
All your troubles left behind
So come on and take my lead
it's not just me who feels it
music plays a mind trick
watch me forget about missing you

na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na

If there's music in the night,
And it's really, really right,
It's the only thing I need
it intoxicates your mind
All your troubles left behind
So come on and take my lead.
it's not just me who feels it
music plays a mind trick
watch me forget about missing you

jamie cullum's website : click.

Updates

2009-07-26T15:25:00.004+07:00

So another updates.

im not in a good mood right now i feel sick but i hope i'd be better before tomorrow. tomorrow i've gotta go to school, back in my routine activities. Jeez, i need something more in my life, something more to do, i'm bored man !

hey i found this check it out,

yo ! this is Smoosh. this like indie band from DC. they have released two albums, She Like Electric and Free to Stay.
They're Asy and Chloe. visit their website : c l i c k

i decided to attend the FCDC drum and parents competition. it will be held on 2nd of August, well pray for me guys. i choose the song Julia by Sophie. it's a Pop songs and today i met with the band's vocalist, mas Hendy. he's a nice guy, and i hope he will be proud that i use his song. and also ive met Bagaikan's vocalist, mas Heldy and from SKJ '94 mas Doni. and from Gling Glo, sorry i forgot the name ehe. and today ive attended the workshop held by mas Faizal, he's a nice guy too, pretty entertaining.

i didn't attend the 'moehi level up' hell me. Mbah Surip was there, Naif too, i'm not a fan of them actually but who;s studying there right now oh god. Jib jib haha. He might attend the show. FYI he's bald now. still nice, but bald. haha

what else? oh i got Flickr. this is the link : click !
picture;s in there are random, and still amateur. i published all the pictures that including me on the pictures. check out the picture titled 'mood:shocked' that's my favorite picture.

hell me.
Rn.